Well, hello there. I'm currently in the midst of a writing spell. Really, I'm in the midst of making progress on a few things. I'm trying to block out the world around me and focus, but it's very difficult. I have on a playlist and am currently typing, but I keep asking myself why? Why am I typing? Why do I blog?
The answer is so that I feel like I've made progress on something. This blog is simply a diary of sorts to forget the many diaries I lost and stopped writing. I might write in one to put more personal thoughts that I can't put here. Anyhow, I write on this blog to make me feel like I'm doing something. I have books to write that I haven't made any progress on. I have clothes to fold and dishes to wash. I have fallen behind on my Japanese lessons and my therapy appointments. But I've made a blog post, so I've made progress.
To be 100% fair, it's much better than lying in bed and doing nothing and it puts me in a 'might as well' mood.
-"I'm getting up for tea, might as well grab a basket of clothes to fold."
-"I checked my phone for my discord notifications, might as well call my therapist and make an appointment."
I might as well work on another book I started since I'm up typing. I might as well work on my friend's birthday present while I'm thinking about it. I might as well stop typing since I'm out of words to say.
